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<3. 
Drink this gas as I light this cigarette
Tie yourself to the bed and burn with me
Swallow hard, remember what I said
You know you had the best of me. I think It's safe to say, "It's for the best."
I've got my mouth full of regret and a motive full of love,
but love can't save you darling. 
Doctor you gotta listen
My heart stopped beating when she said she adored him
So find a scalpel and cut in deep
I gotta get her ghost out of me Take a step back and let her breathe.
She doesn't mean a thing that she's saying to me.
Take a step back to let her see
I'm not the one to blame.
It's such a shame to see it end this way. 
These goose bumps read like braille
And both of us are blind
To a pulse that beats between your heart and mine. Well I heard good things fall apart
so better things can fall together
If there was one thing I could say to you,
to make you say forever
Well I'd say it till my lungs gave out,
and I'd teach the world this song
In hopes to make you hear it everyday,
just to prove you wrong. 
Could it be that everything goes around by chance,
or is there only one way that’s meant to be?
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say.
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away Vulnerability is the choice of costume tonight,
but the lights are shining much too bright.
She's stuck in the middle of the stage, without a cue,
direction or line. 
This rain won't stop beating on our heads
until we give in and listen
To what is said and let it trust
To let our lungs fill up and burst
I can't explain how much this hurts I’m second hand smoking two packs a day.
And all my exercise comes from running away…
And we hit every fucking light from here to eternity.
And we hit every fucking light from here to all our dreams. 
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| Another Short Entry.
At least Im Updating though, right?
Sub. Comment. Show me love <3. =]
A scene too long that the writers cut out
And we thought we'd never see the end
It's time to learn what it means to stand proud
You've found this life now it's yours to carry out And the boy's got skills, the girl's got notion.
He's smart enough but he lacks devotion.
Your reasons rhyme but your rhymes keep scheming.
That's not enough so just keep on dreaming alone.
And I know you'll never make it on your own. 
I was shell shocked shaken from the world outside.
I had voices come and wake me in the dead of the night.
At the end of the tunnel, they say there's a light.
I hope there's more to living than just being alive. when you're dreaming with a broken heart,
waking up is the hardest part
you roll outta bed and down on your knees
and for the moment you can hardly breathe. 
im not shooting for a "successful" relationship at this point,
i'm just looking for something that will prevent me from
throwing myself in front of a bus.
i'm keeping my expectations very very low. it seems like just yesterday when we would stay up late
out on your front lawn talking about where we've
been and all the places we're going.
we would lose track of time watching cars
pass us by and i would sneak back home before
the sunrise and how everyday would
seem so long and every night could go on. 
And she never laughed the same way twice.
She passed the time with drunken nights.
And when the sun would rise shed scream
The parties not yet over for me. <--me
When I wake up in the morning I ask myself,
How will I get through this day without you.
As I dress and prepare to start my day I wonder,
How will I go on without you.
As the day slowly slips away I remember,
How you made me laugh and smile.
As I prepare to close my eyes I know in my heart,
I couldn’t have gotten through the day without you<--http://www.xanga.com/DangItKate 
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| Finally an entry.
I promise to be better about updating.
Believe me, giving up was easy.
I try but you can never see me.
In your dreams my memory lives on.
Even when I'm gone.
three words, eight letters; say it and i'm yours.-gossip girl 
All the books you started reading,
all the boys you started seeing,
every half completed sentiment that you always meant to say,
gets stuck inside a memory like a miracle unfinished
and you only feel like going back to where there's no place to stay. now there's an aching in my back
a stabbing pain that says
i lack common sense and confidence
to bring an end to promises. 
Shes pinching pennies, grasping dimes
selling her sould on day at a time.
Living the paycheck to paycheck kinda life.
Wakes up wishin she'll die. <--me
don't believe life is supposed to make to feel good,
or make you feel miserable either.
i think it's just supposed to make you feel.
If I wanted silence I would whisper.
If I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go.
If I liked rejection I'd audition.
And if I didn't love you, you would know.
And she spent all her time alone,
creating, destroying, crying, enjoying.
She smoked a pack a day,
And drank every lonely night away.
She was a heartbreaker whose heart was breaking.
While she was giving, they were taking. <--me
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| I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY.
short entry to stay active
Leave Love.<3. 
You cannot hold onto anything that wants to go.
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
You just got to love it while you got it, and that's that.
-Because of Winn Dixie They say to find your inspiration
choose a path and follow it closely
never losing your way or sight of that inspiration.
But what if nothing is inspiring? <--me Listen up sweetie.
We all know that you're a beautiful girl in this horrible world.
In this suggestion of horror.
The portraits on the walls...
Look at their eyes, they always seem to follow. 
ANd he called her babycakes
and poked fun at all her flaws
but held her close when tear drops fell
and kissed her til they stopped. <--me Get rid of the ocean if you ever wanna see me again.
Our shores are separated with or without a boat.
And you know that nothing lasts forever,
and depending on the weather, I'm a changer.
And I know if November had been deader.
If we'd hidden a bit better, we'd be strangers. i guess this time you're really leaving.
i heard your suitcase say goodbye.
well as my broken heart lies bleeding,
you say true love. it's suicide.
you say you've cried a thousand rivers,
and now you're swimming for the shore.
you left me drowning in my tears.
and you won't save me anymore. 
We went on drinking, celebrating something
I looked at you and said that I'm forever yours
You looked at me and said oh the idea of being in love. Now come one, come all to this tragic affair.
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair.
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot.
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not 
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leave love. 
I stop your breathin everytime Im around girl
Your body's sweatin and your hands start to shake
I know you can't control your eyes but i know that your looks are fake
So tease me once and I swear I'll forget
how it feels when youve got nothing left
well take it slow and only work this sometimes. If I am a clock
Then you are the time
I'm patiently waiting
In your out of line
And i'll be the question
If you'll be the answer. someday it had to come to this
We closed our eyes and met our high school skin
The simplest touch, it could hurt so much
in the eyes and the mind of a teenage love. 
You walk throught the door
All i'm waiting for
i'll take a chance and ask to dance
I dont have much to do
but spend all night with you
Let's make this night together Luck loves me not tonight, I'm running out...
This four leaf clover's all but useless now.
I've got four wheels that say I'm not alone tonight,
I'm always looking for a joy ride
through the,brightest part of this town. We smoke the smokes just for the cancer
And stay up late just to dance erratically,
and celebrate these times away
We smoke the smokes just for the cancer. 
i can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing,
the flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing,
for more than just a moment of truth between the lies told,
to pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back home. As the parasol in bloom hid your painted eyes
The parasites moved in and stole my porcelain bride
she is namless and shes vain, sucked with new attentions
And you didnt have to change they adored pretension
With skin pale as the sand near the nest we laid on
You gave yourself away, regret as an option Someday we would remember this
We closed our eyes and met our playground lips
The simplest touch, back then it could mean so much
In the eyes and the mind of a schoolyard crush. 
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